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Sí, sí. Escribo muchas porquerías, queriéndome hacer la intelectual.

Get over it.

I'm offended, and therefore, I'm alive.

And so, I will get offended more and more often, with the desire of actually do something.
So many years, and not enough time.

Thanks Irasema.

Churro.

Driving is like my catarsis: The moment of freedom at which I'm disconnected from everything and everyone; and I'm just there, existing.

I guess people talk about it all the time, and yet, I feel like I'm some sort of special, different of the rest (even though this is the most common feeling whatsoever). I remember all these dreams that I used to have when I was just a kid, and they were basically two types.
The first one was about me driving this super old white car, getting lost at the forest, but driving as free as a bird. Without any worries, without anyone watching me. Just me and my white car, moving thru the lonely road, running without a stop, start or reason. Just flying above the road.
Yeah, you can tell that one was one of my favorites.

The second dream was way simpler: My family would die at a car accident, as simple as that (and stupid as that). But, I remember those dreams so clearly and constant, it surprises me. I sometimes even think they are memories of an earlier life.... and other times, I simply realize that I must have watched a movie that dealt with cars.

I will obviously never know, but still, that connection is at the back of my mind every time I drive; recalling it every time I leave University and feel the powerful air hitting my face at the rhythm of music.
One by one, the movements of my feet and hands control what could be the end of my life... or just a simple ride. I dunno, I guess I'm just happy about finally knowing how to drive.

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Scattered memories.

I had this dream. I only remember the night, the moon, the water, the grass.
I remember I jumped. I remember I ran. I remember I escaped, and something was following me; something small, something black, something fast and dangerous.
A demoniac kid?

I remember how fresh everything was, and how dark the room was. I remember this please that wanted to swallow me, without scape, without an option.

And then, I woke up.

En Octubre comienza la navidad,

Cada invierno sucede lo mismo: llega este clima húmedo y frío que trae consigo un sentimiento de nostalgia. ¿No lo han sentido?
Que extrañan algo que ni siquiera recuerdan o que anhelan a alguien que nunca conocieron ¿no les ha pasado? Año, tras año, esta absurda sensación se ha hecho presente, y, absurdamente, este será el primer año en el que cuente con fundamentos.

Fuck it, los voy a extrañar... los voy a extrañar un chingo.

Autumn is in the air.

I can sense it through the screen.

Tierra Roja

"El Reportero" por Yviana Hernández

Los sicarios toman la palabra en México


Porque nuestros hijos miraran el pasado y nos preguntaran ¿Por qué no hiciste algo al respecto?

La hija del temor.

Es estúpido e inservible, el investigar respecto a una situación de la cual, no se planea tomar acción alguna. Incluso el "sólo saberlo", debería desembocar en un minúsculo cambio de acciones personales.

El problema es que eso no siempre sucede; y es ahí, cuando nace la impotencia.

Alzheimer

In 10 years from now I think I will remember this new routine I have. I want to remember how at21, I would spend the nights pseudo-working on my art assignments while watching this wonderful movies that explain wonderful stories.

I would like to remember each single word and each single scene, instead of let them vanish from my head as ephemeral memories made out of sand.

Sometimes, I wish I could remember everything...

Myspacetypeofpost.

A Stalker. A Perverted. A Procrastinator. A lazy ass bastard. An ignorant. A girl. A bisexual. An open minded individual. An experimental. A listener. An audience. A sheep. A horse. A donkey. An iguana. A dog. A snake. A Gemini. A mexican. An american. An university student. An organs donor. A brunette. An emo. An empty minded. An admirer. A lucky one. A sexy one. An inconstant one. A hypocrite. A diplomatic. A sleepy person. An inconstant person. A cosa. A mosquito. A daughter. A sister. A friend. An ex. A Spanish speaker. An Honor Student. A bird. A frog. A green. A smile. A dude. A...

A.... a.... a.... a.... a... AHHHHHH!!!